is it odd or naive that i want a family like brian's in gigantic. dad on shrooms mom so true, building a family with a young odd 20-something. living with much zen but with less furniture. more space, clean and open turquoise and grey's. redwood floors someplace close.
That i want to come up with a witty way to make you smile, force nothing, see no reason to lie, be myself. improve you improve us overtime. goto beaches be fun, feelings: ominous with each other. yoga as we wake,before we sleep,after we nap, and before we fall asleep. meditating, enjoying ourselves, having arguments and making up quickly because you miss me. i miss you. laughing in retrospect because i stuttered when i yelled. Love or naive fantasy thoughts. if i can have what i put my mind to. let me rest my head on your naked shoulder . kiss it, then lay back as my arm rests around your waist with enough room for you to move. your hand resting on my bare stomach under my other hand resting in my sweats. as i go back to sleep knowing today i have nothing to do but spend time with you. i love you.